Sunday, December 15, 2013

Hope for a better conversation~

Sometimes what I talk doesn't mean what I think
I talk just because I wanted to speak more with you
I can't meet you every time everyday
so I hope I could speak to you more every time you phone me
it doesn't matter what am I going to say
sometimes I don't really know what I said as well
I just hope I could find more things to talk to you
but you seems so serious to me
every single word is meant to you
it makes me afraid to talk to you sometimes
as I will scare what I talk to you will make you get angry again
sometimes I just hope you can don't get angry easily~

I am not perfect
I do stupid things sometimes
You can tell me what I have did wrong
I just hope you don't get angry
sometimes you said you din angry
but your voice doesn't sound so to me
you talk without any tone
is creepy and scary
just like I talk with you with a low voice
and you will know I am upset

Good Morning and Good Night is important to me actually
I like you to say morning and night to me
I din't wanted to force you
I always remind you cause you forget many times
Actually I get a little disappointed when I saw you woke up
but din actually greet me
It makes me feel that I am not important to you
although I know you are not
I don't want much from you
and I don't request much from you
I just hope you could actually greet me with sincere
right after you wake and before you sleep
this make me feel warmth and love

I know you are busy always
and I know you are tired
So I don't dare to request much from you
I just hope I could hear something warm from you
A little greeting might be nothing to you
but it mean a lot to
to know you are fine today
so I could sleep well without worries

I hope my conversation with you every night is sweet
I hope I could talk to you with smile and sincere
we rarely meet each other
so I really hope we could use that little and limited time we have 
to know more of each other
but it seems so hard to us
we fought every day and night
really hope some day
we could really talk to each other without any quarrel
peacefully and sweetly~

~REALLY HOPE THIS WILL COME TRUE ONE DAY~
真心祈求 <3 p="">

No comments: